dy and my breathing became
erratic. My body contracted, struggling to cast off
its worldly shell. The guide began to talk to
me in a calm and quiet voice, then laid back down
and stroked my right arm. Quite suddenly, I
felt at peace. I took a deep breath and relaxed.
The guide said that it's alright, to just let go, to
give up my resistance. The goddess awoke and
told him that he is the one resisting. Why
Didn't he want to learn anything about me I
smiled the goddess's smile and had become her, as
he replied that he was afraid of my eyes, because
they appeared so bottomless and dark that he
feared losing himself in them. I answered that I
was dangerous, the Goddess Kali the Terrible, a
man-eater, and that he should look at me and
enter. My gaze penetrated him into eternity; a
connection had finally been established. His face
turned green, covered with
moss and I saw horns. It was a kind face, yet full of
cunning, a little devil's face, like Pan's. At times,
stripes streaked across his face; I had become a
seer.
I saw a child, a young man with blond hair
cropped just above his shoulders, ca. 17th century.
He is busy writing, inside a small house located in
a city; a poet perhaps, or a scribe Germany or
Holland This was a state of infinite harmony, a
light that seemed to come from everywhere and
nowhere at all; something that had always been
there and always will be, something that simply
exists. There is no past and no future.
Consciousness beyond body and barriers, infinite,
all-consuming; an infinite, universal love that
embraces everything. I had a strong sense of
agelessness, because I embodied
a principle that had always existed. How
intensely I felt these unearthly emanations, this very
eternity. I saw through what appeared to be a
succession of many caves, through myriad
dimensions, and all of them were flooded with light
- my energy. An energy existing simultaneously at
its source as well as throughout eternity. This
was a plane of utter harmony, devoid of contrasts
such as good and evil, marked by the overwhelming
peace of a spirituality both cosmic and infinite. The
Goddess smiled. I no longer existed as a woman
and as such could not be reached by others.
After that, the effects began to subside
slowly. In the presence of my guide I felt infinite
protection and total understanding. Under his
guidance and protection, I began to ease into the
slow and gentle descent back to my earthly state of
being. In the process, I found myself able to switch
back and forth repeatedly between both states of
consciousness. I realized that even my deepest
agonies had become insignificant over "on the
other side ". Furthermore, I understood that all the
religions with their sets of rules had been created at
one time or another for the sole purpose of
providing guidelines for humanity, yet excessively
narrow interpretations of these rules have rendered
them all but irrelevant. Anyone who emba
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